As I reflected on 2008 today I realized that I may have had better years, made more money, or had more fun but this year was still a great year and one to remember forever. This year I learned many things about myself, what I really wanted and certainly what I don’t want. I stopped trying to make everyone happy and told many to fuck off that tried to take advantage or were just being assholes for the hell of it. I realized that I was getting a little bitter and shook that off with a long vacation and plenty of “Me” time when I needed it. There were times of struggle and times of blissful success. I realized what makes me happy, what I live to do and what I plan to do. I advanced my business projects even though they took months longer to complete than originally planned. I confirmed my original thought that I am never paid enough to kiss someone’s ass(figuratively of course). With many dreams and goals brought into reality, I then made a new list to keep me on my toes and not get complacent.

And finally…

I also realized one very important thing and its something I shall never forget: I have everything in life I could want but I could always use another orgasm.

Happy New Year!

I keep seeing this and I have to laugh. Its so cute and reminds me of a series called the Million Dollar Man and there is another one with a woman but I can’t remember the name of it. I’m not a robot but I am a lover of Sci-Fi so it tickled my fancy.

After many posts speculating why, complaining, whining, bitching, and boobie hate mail(LOL) because of the choices I made, I just have one thing to say: FUCK OFF! You sound like a bunch of old biddies!

I turn 28 this coming week, yes 28. That’s right, I’m on the better part of almost 30 now. I’m not 18 and I don’t really give a rat’s ass what people think. I’m me, feisty, daring, shoots from the hip, and doesn’t take any shit…so look out.

I got an email a few weeks ago from someone just plain being an ass. I get these daily, even before I changed my look, but I just let the guy have it. He replied back that I wasn’t the nice person I claimed to be. Well, I never claimed to be nice or a doormat either. I’m not required be pleasant after a sorry attempt to insult me. I don’t understand why people think you have to be nice to them after they act like complete jerks.

So, I didn’t change my look for money, for someone else, to prove anything, or to try to look like everyone else. The hair is an experiment and its fun to change, morph into and change back at a whim, which I will do whenever I feel like it. I wrote a blog all about why I changes but I guess the board whores don’t understand how to read anything but the tattoos on the small of backs. If they really wanted to know, they could read my diary. That would just take considerably too much effort and its much more fun to make things up and speak of the downfall I am possibly taking. Some people have way too much time on their hands.

I usually try to keep my writings light and not rant, bitch or complain much but today I couldn’t help myself. I have received several emails with just a name and a phone number. Oh Yay! I utilize the “delete” button if not reply with a smart ass answer. Not only are they one line emails that have no personality to speak of, now the fools want me to call them. I know they didn’t care to read my website so if they don’t care to read, I don’t care to speak to them.

Why I hate the phone or my aversion to it:

1. Inappropriate Questions-I’m not going to talk about sex, acts, or money, so what else is there but to get screening info and talk about scheduling or where to meet for dinner?

2. Heavy Breathers-I’m just not very good at that whole phone sex stuff. I tried it in college and even then I got paid for it!

3. Being asked to describe myself- Now, this one kinda cracks me up. Didn’t they get the phone number from an ad or my website in the first place? I even had a few ask my stats, yes, they said stats. Ads are for advertising, I’m not about to go into some sales rap about myself. Some may see this as a missed opportunity but then again, those questions only lead to # 1 and #2 anyway.

4. Time is of the Essence There is nothing wrong with a friendly chat or getting know know someone for a few minutes but some people would literally try to keep me on the phone for over an hour. This just took up most of my time and I couldn’t get anything done! Some just like to waste time anyway and never book an appt.

5. I ask the questions here I can’t very well book an appt with no screening info. It says I screen on my ads, WTF?

So, in conclusion, I don’t post a phone number anymore. Its email only and I do give a private number out to those visiting me so they can call when they arrive. Its the first time inquiries that I don’t use the phone for.