Not me, but I’m helping a couple friends move. I have that new truck now so I volunteered to help. I help them move, they help me paint my condo. Yay! We all win. The painting should be pretty fast. I’m driving my big (new) truck into LA next weekend, hauling furniture to the condo, then hauling my friend’s stuff back. October is going to be a full month! I’m also moving my older bro out here with me as well. I need some help with mom and he needs a better job. He’s my new right hand man:) No, he’s not going to take dirty pics of me so chill out and grow up. He’s going to take dirty pics of other gals with me and we are going to edit the content and put up new sites. I have about 14 planned out for the next few years. Along with the new movies, and all the other plans, I don’t have to worry about getting bored:) Oh, I wish all the concerned folks out there would stop emailing me about burn-out, growing my business too fast or whatever, in fact, I appreciate good advice but the best way to learn is experience. So, I need to fall on my face, that that’s perfectly ok.

I was going to stay longer in Seattle but the fact that I was only home for 2 crazy errand-filled days, I decided to cancel my shoots and come home. Even though it took awhile to get home, I made it and I’m feeling much better. So I didn’t get to film the content I had planned on in that gigantic room I had but my peace of mind is worth more than random content at a hotel. Besides, I have so much planning to do and being out of town is a hard place to have a good perspective on things. My dogs were so excited, then shunned me as my punishment, then were excited again. I missed them. You know you are missing your little doggies, when you start glancing at the floor.

I’m so excited about the new diary format for my paysite. It will be very similar to this. The great things is that I have entries that no one has read from even before I was in the adult industry that I plan to upload, all with pics. I’m in the process of finding pics to go with everything. Luckily I like to have my pics taken. And then there are diary entries from when I was a webcam model and dancer. Its funny to read what I went through mentally and physically during that time of transition, finding myself sexually and just coming out as a bisexual gal. At the time, some experiences were very painful but I look at them fondly now as the best learning experiences of my life. I can’t wait to share!

I filled out an online application and was approved to go pick out a truck when I get home to Vegas. It’s actually my business’s truck but same difference, I get to pick out the color and drive it! I haven’t had a truck in so long and it reminds me of my fist vehicle ever. Its not going to be a chevy and will be bigger than a fullsize. I’ll be able to go shopping again. That damn little convertible wouldn’t even hold 3 dead bodies in the trunk and that’s not acceptable for a power shopping trip to the grocery store. My mom is excited too and I think I’m going to get a red one since that’s her favorite color. Lil ‘ol me in a big ol truck:)

Since I am getting this big truck I’ll be putting it to use to almost immediately. I have a condo that needs refurnished. I’m thinking about going more modern/contemporary. There are many wonderful new places to purchase furniture from in my area as well as Los Angeles. I’m thinking a hodge-podge of both places would make up the best look for what I would like as well as finding things that are more unique. There’s nothing that irritates me more than having what everyone else does. I’m currently researching different looks and drawing up some ideas. I’ll also be using it to haul home improvement materials from Home Depot. I’m seriously thinking about re-tiling the bathroom from there current style of tile to something that’s more modern and with the times. I was looking at some beautiful travertine the other day that would be great and also make for a beautiful surround in the bigger shower. I still haven’t decided about some of the remodelling projects but I have to find out which walls are weight-bearing before anything major. Oh, what fun!

Now, I definitely see the need for additional people to work on these projects with me. I had placed some want ads but most of the people applying are not in this area and I’m not sure I really want to relocate someone out to Vegas. I’d much rather find someone here or already moving here. Its pretty challenging to find the right people, and to have the time to meet with the countless applicants. Some of the applicants are sending pics of dicks to me, which I find amusing that they just don’t send me a proper “head shot” Its time to buckle down and get to it though. The planning only goes so far until you have to kick yourself into action. In LA this week, meeting a painter, finishing the install of some wood flooring, meeting stagers, hanging out with my bro, shooting for Belladonna, meeting friends for dinner, coffee, and lunch, renew my Depo Prevera shot, planning on trade content, , shooting my own content and editing it all like mad. Its been a busy time in LA. It also looks like I’m going to be traveling back and forth to shoot content. The plan is to spend a week a month in La to shoot for all the updates and new upcoming sites. My members to my paysite will have lot of live BTS and voyuercam during these trips. It won’t be 24-7 but they are sure going to see me live a lot more:)

I can never seem to do anything on a small scale. I don’t think I’m wired to think small. I say simple, start out small, and uncomplicated. Well, that usually lasts about 10 minutes. For example, I decided to write a guide of sorts for people wanting to get into the adult industry as far as talent goes. I wrote an outline and everything. Now, I’m adding and adding. I’ll probably have supplemental chapters or a part 2 to it. I was planning the redesign of my paysite and thought of 7 other sites to start so I wrote all of those ideas down. I’m working on the second draft of my fetish movie and though of 10 other off-shoots from that movie into their own series of movies. I was planning on going to a couple conventions and began the research and found that there are about 20 that I’d really, really like to attend. I was planning on going to AVN this coming January but now I found out that they have booth space so there is so much planning to do for that now. If only I didn’t need to sleep or eat then I could possible get half of what I want to accomplish done in a reasonable amount of time. My impatience is getting the best of me. It will be a good lesson for me though.

I reserved my booth space and found a great company to rent a booth from. I also put together a list of promotional item, 8×10’s, demos, ect to create, print or order that I will be taking with me to AVN. Now that I have this super cute little convertible, time to buy a truck to haul around all this stuff for the convention, not to mention hauling equipment to LA to shoot content for my site and movies. Woohoo, I haven’t have a truck for so long, I miss driving something that I can use to run over other cars…or at least potentially run them over:)

More info and tickets to the AVN convention In January:) Http://www.adultentertainmentexpo.com

Writing has been really exciting for me and a new track. Its something new besides diary entires of course. I wrote short stories in high school and did fairly well with that but I never really seriously pursued it by any means. Now, I wish I had taken more writing classes in college. I’m planning to get some script writing software soon to get the scripts in the proper format. The ideas just appear in my mind faster than I can get them down on paper or computer. I would take a creative writing class but time management gets in my way every time. I was lucky to be able to take the dance classes I did earlier this year.

I’m researching e-book software to that I can get the information to the right people digitally that wish to view it. Its going to be better than having to wait for the information. I have a series of e-books that I have outlined and I think they are going to do well. When I entered into the adult industry there was just plain crap out there as far as credible information. Most of it was (and still is) vague and fluff at best. I’m in the process of putting some real information in the hands of potential adult entertainers so that they can actually make informed decisions before they ever step foot on a set instead of having the pressure of deciding right then and there. There is enough to worry about on set with being on camera. There should be enough basic information there for building a strategy to go in, accomplish a goal and get out without ending up broke or damaged mentally or physically. That’s right, I said get out, an exit strategy, something not many people think about in this industry because they don’t realize that is it a business instead of a party. I’ve seen gals come in and make enormous amounts of money and leave it with nothing, homeless, and mentally broken. I’m sick of it and getting the information out there is one way to start helping others without putting myself out there. What I mean is that I have this really big annoying heart that loves to help everyone but I can’t help everyone personally that I would like to. I’d rather help with information and do that whole “teach someone to fish instead of hand them bread” deal. I’m also going to put my complete diary in the form of an e-book as well along with pics and other fun stuff.

I have quite a bit of travel planned for the rest of this year as well as next year. The hiatus is over and now its back to long hours in airports and traveling. A very positive thing that comes from being in transit is this zen-like work mode that I get into. I’m not sure if its the lack of distraction or the distractions that put me in such a creative mood. Even with all the noise, announcements about delays, a lost cellphone, and caution about liquids, and people already gambling and losing money, I feel inspired to write. I feel as though I’m standing at the edge of a mountain, about to hike to the top, refreshed, from a very fantastic dreamless sleep, a healthy breakfast and thoughts of orgasms and sweet kisses of the night before. The mountain is steep and challenging but I’m prepared with all my gear(research already completed and a plan for each project) and feeling quite optimistic about the upcoming trek. Then again, maybe its the exceptional internet signal I get in airports and the fact that I found a seat near an electrical outlet:)

I sit here in the airport, flight delayed, occasionally people-watching and giggling to myself at the other people as they glance my laptop and see what I’m editing. No, they aren’t dirty pics but sexy nonetheless. I’m in a corner, keeping to myself and yet, there are people who seem to go out of there way to glimpse my screen, sometimes, at their own peril with all the luggage sitting around. I’m not a social traveler by any means but that approachable look I have seems to attract attention. Children are coming up to me and smiling at me. Where are their parents? Elderly sit next to me and strike up conversations, and young women traveling alone seem to sit by me not saying anything due to the unsaid truce amongst females traveling alone. There are the couples sitting quietly, not speaking to each other because of some little repressed aggravating occurrence that happened earlier in the day or even last week. Then there are the groups of young people traveling together, sharing their cell phone pictures that are difficult to see even with 20/20, and constantly talking, seemingly without taking a single breath in between the long, loud, fill the void, pointless conversations. In my opinion, the word “like” is very overused. Time could be better spent reading and increasing ones vocabulary. Colorful synonyms are not in abundance with the group sitting next to me. Yes, this is the point in transit where I start getting a little cynical and annoyed. Luckily, they are on my flight, yay! At least the phone isn’t ringing, that would top off my irritation.

Back to my plans…I planned a redesign of my paysite and I’m very excited for my webmasters to have at it. A decision is going to have to be made on my part about time devoted to the site, how to go about content trades and really putting more effort into finding people to work with in the cities I plan to visit as well as my home base, all the while keeping up on all my other projects and family life. This may seem like a stressful time in my life and well, it is, but its bliss as well. The more pressure and work, the better I function. I thrive on the diversity and challenge of multiple projects running at the same time. Its certainly never boring, as one projects starts to feel mundane, I can switch to another with renewed interest and vigor. The first draft of one of my movies is complete as well as lists and lists of information and research I’ve compiled on marketing, editing and conventions I plan to attend next year. I plan to attend adult webmaster, fetish, and photography events. There are so many events all over the world but I plan to stay in the states for now, although Australia is certainly looking appealing. Even within the US there are events every week but I’m going to restrict myself to once or twice a month unless they are in my home area. I’m fortunate that Las Vegas is convention heavy.

Sometimes you see a performance that touches you in a profound way. It brings tears to your eyes, a smile to your lips, warmth to your heart and makes you want to dance in your chair. I saw such a performance today and the range of just raw emotion conveyed without words was just fantastic. i really thought the tears welled up in my eyes were going to spill over but then the scene changed and the man who appeared to have died was not dead after all. There really are no words for a an experience like that. It was a contemporary dance company and all I can really say is that I can’t wait to attend another. These dancers were truly gifted and highly trained in their art. It made me remember my dance classes as a kid and how much I loved it. Time to go to the chiropractor and see where my back is so I can go dance the night away!

So I received some backgrounds in the mail the other day and I have been dieing to try them out. So I took 3 hours, some loud music and my camera set-up to create the next update to my little gallery here. The full set will be up soon at http://www.sarahblake.com I have to edit them down because I currently have about 162 pics and that’s quite a large photoset. Its hard to narrow the scope though. I had so much fun I got carried away. It happens sometimes.

So, I never thought I had a foot fetish. I hated feet, and was ticklish so I didn’t want anyone to touch them. Now, things are a little different. I really love to photograph them. They are so interesting with their own curves. I also love to have my feet massaged. Ok, I admit it, I have a growing foot fetish. I was recently asked what I liked about feet, and I said that I liked that pretty legs are attached to them:) So I have a foot, leg, thigh, stocking, fetish.